Things change. And friends leave. And life doesn’t stop for anybody
So if this does end up being the last letter, I want you to know that I was in a bad place before starting high school, and you helped me. Even if you didn’t know what I was talking about or know someone who has gone through it, you made me not feel alone. Because I know there are people who say that all these things don’t happen and there are people who forget what it’s like being sixteen when they turn seventeen. I know that all these will become stories someday and our pictures will become old photographs and we’ll all become somebody’s mom or dad. But right now these moments are not stories, this is happening. I am here and I am looking at her and she is so beautiful. I can see it. This one moment when you know you’re not a sad story, you’re alive and you stand up and see the lights on the buildings and everything that makes you wonder and you’re listening to that song on that drive with the people you love most in this world..And in this moment, I swear. We are infinite.
life is tough when you’re a lazy perfectionist who simultaneously doesn’t give a shit about anything but at the same time cares too much about everything u feel
Am I better off dead?
Am I better off a quitter?
They say I’m better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I’m smiling but I’m dying, trying not to drag my feet
Nothing - The Script (via biaflu